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Its one of those times again and m still wondering what is wrong with me?

Do I love him so much? Why do I love him so much? Does he deserve all that love when it is not returned/ reciprocated? Life without him was so much fun? And why did I give up all those fun elements? Maybe perhaps because I thought I would be having all that fun with him? And now that I had him I did not need all those other things/people…hehe

Dude I know someday you will read this and that someday I will be with someone else who will love me like the way I love you and the way I wanted to be loved by you…and then maybe you will realize how much I loved you and just how much you had hurt me…nonchalantly…:)

I know its sad with your family history and all that and that I understand if you are practical and all that but when you come across a girl like me then I think you should express your love and if you have committed some mistakes you should make up for them while you still remain the most important thing in my life…because once my priorities change I will be shrewder than you…

Like you said today : I don’ t need a girl in my life right now…that is what I was after all right : a girl? And those dreams that you made me see…rather those dreams that we saw…I know I m plain obsessed with you and trust me I am waiting for this obsession to shift…oh c’mon…you are such a waste of energy…